later when i'm back i'll post ! :D

Lol. it surprise me tht a day would come for me to type these type of things on a blog.

i nvr did expect tht my day would come.

when i first heard tht news, i was alittle .. how to call it,

disappointed(?) aft tht i realised tht i would have treated you th same way like last time,

even if all nvr happen, tht's me.

when it's gone, i cherished and regret.

when it's coming back, i avoid it and dislike tht feeling.

what's fucking wrong w/ me ?

i guess . i don't like you at all since ,

even as i type this, thr ain't much feelings.

Last long w/ yr girl hor,

and we'll be ahgong and grandchild relationship.

stop calling me mei, cause when you do,

you keep telling me abt yr girl,

which i don't actually wanna know.

toddles.

i know i'm lame, childish. but what can you do? (: