Bestfrens is love. They thought me love.
I'm feeling so tired. So tired.

Yo! Miss me right?
Shalln't make you miss me more, here's th post.
For Fri, Sat, Sun, Mon. Weee, longpost probably.
Puh-lease, do tkcare of yr eyes.

Friday.
I went hme first, prepared then out. (:
Went met Bestfrens and we headed over to airport.
Aft walking arnd, finally settled down on Mac.
I saw many nasians, like viv and grp, sheryl, jinghui, yiting, joan ... etc. ;]
Okaaay, so we frm aftnoon thre studied, til like arnd 9pm plus i think.
Study attempt was successful.
And a 'DaHaiZi' incident had us laughing our asses out before leaving th airport.
As in, really Laughing Out Loud. Hahahahs,
Actually it was just some childish/fun/angererd way of teaching those idiots,
who thinks just cause they're old, they are big fucks.
So, we wrote many craps on a tissue and gave them. F-king funny kayz.
Aft tht we wanted to catch a midnight show,
thus, rushed over to tm bt realised no nice shows to watch. :(
Headed to Jas hse, blasted music and studied til arnd 3am.
Fuuuuuuuun .

Pichas tht day; Before leaving for airport.




Reflection, on way back to tampines:

Saturday.
Awoke at 11am plus. 8hrs of slp. ;]
Decided to stayover at my hse tht night.
But before th stayover, we went airport again.
This time went for awhile til like 5/6plus then homed to my hse.
Attempt - Unsuccessful. ;(
Okaaaays. At my hse, studied.
Tel you, i just wished tht parents cld stfu at tht time. -.- Really.
It's like usually gt nag until like tht anot first?
Tht night why so lohsoh sial? I studying w/ frens right -.- Lolsx.
Anw, Jas slpt first. Like arnd 1/2am plus.
Cherie ; Wanrong's fren came and join us for study at arnd 1am.
We had fun lahs. (:
Tht night was did rather lots of notes kayz, funnn-ess.
Studied til 6am, Slpt til 7am plus / 8am then they all homed.
Longstory, bt also cause, fam atfirst said outing early in th morning. .l.

Studies. Wanrong, Kelly, Cherie. Nerds!

Sunday.
Purposely wake up f-king early and slp so less,
Plus hai Frens to home early. In th enddddd,
They idiot. -.- Out later in th aftnoon instead. -.-
Plus, woke me up at 10/11 plus to eat my breakf w/ Dad has packed.
Thnks, bt. I only had three hrs of slpt tht day. :(
Aft tht, yadaaaa, blahblah, bishbosh, bang.
Homed and didn't use com cause did not do so. Hahah!

Monday.
Met Yonghao and Marcus for breakf at mac, first.
Cause Retard was late .. Oh, i didn't eat.
Cause actually ...
Mum cooked a yummy full tempting whatever breakf fr four of us.
So tempted lah. So ate and just pei them by seeing them eat ;x.
Later retard came, and yh, marcus and me behaved like retards frm metta.
Absolutely absurd. Then headed to sch.
Sch was just schoooooooooool.
Oh, while some break-intervals, Ms.Art tcher came in.
Before she left, she talked to me.
Guess what? She's Damn cute and funny lah!
Gosh, i cldn't stop laughing when she talked to classmates.
And, i like her.

Bt anw, main point is.
She talked to me and she was like smth like ;
She: You're kelly right? (Very enthu and cute)
Me: Yah, haha, why?
She: Some ppl told me you very ahlian! Haha. But i don't believe.
You in my lesson so gd also mah.
Me: Huh, i nvr!!!!! (Screams loudly -.-) I whre gt ahlian loh! Who tel you one?!?!?!
She: Urm, some ppl. haha, eh i gtg invigilate some classes .... blahblah.

Crapz ppl -.- Aft tht i asked her she said it upper sec, bt dno who. (think can guess)
Wtfu, whre gt siaaaaal. -.-
I'm nt th least ... :(
Tel you what ,
If you think i'm ahlian. You dno me a single bit, really.
Why nt try knowing me and you shall see, what type of person i'm really am. (:
Don't judge me by hw i appear to you, know.

Aft sch, was study time w/ Bestfs at Jas's hse.
Cherie joined us for study again this time. ahah
Bt study attempt was so sibai -.-
Slacked alot , didn't study at all.
Hahaha, homed at arnd 8plus. (:
Cherie walked w/ me home then she took bus frm 291 thre.

Slacked. And, had fun. Muchloves!

I keep asking myself:
Yes/No?!?!
Then, i know: NO.
Even if it means suffering.
Smile even if you have to __.
Self-Deceiving?
Is my heart really not feeling?
Or is it? But, who?
Why shld i care, really?
What do i want?
Why? Why am i so luan/fickled?
Why do i nt know what i'm feeling?
Why am i having diff. feelings at diff. time?
Give me th strengh.
I feel tired. Tel me what do i want.
:(

Sry. Bt i don't believe in love at first sight, either.
You may think you'd th best of me, bt you just didn't.

Bye beloved(s),
Before going tho,
Here's smth very meaningful.
I first seen this in wanrong's blog.
Very, very meaningful.

"It`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,it`s funny how goodmemories can
start to make you cry.It`s funny how forever never reallyseems to last,it`s
funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past.It`s funny how friends
can just leave you when you`re down,it`s funnyhow when you need someone they`re
never around.It`s funny how people changeand think they`re so much better,it`s
funny how many lies can be packed inone "love letter".It`s funny how people
forgive even though they can'tforget,it`s funny how one night can contain so
much regret.It`s funnyhow ironic life turns out to be"