Gwar. I can't believe i actually broke down infront of family lastnight -.-
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuu-ck. -.- Soooooo. Zzzzz.
What was i feeling last night manz. -.-
I just like, felt sososososooooooo frustrated/helpless/desperate.
Then aft tht, i sortof quarreled w/ mum.
Then i teared like very long. Til i dno what time . -.-
Then blahblahblah. -.- Wth! So embarrasing. sortof.
Why i cldn't think right sia. -.-
Somemoreeeeeeee. Just. argh. Shldn't have broke down right!
I'm such an idiot! I am still strong de k! Gwar. Lastnight.
Zzzzz let family see the idiot side of me. -.- sortof.
Iya, i dno what i'm talking lah. Bt feel so idiotic. Diaaaao
anw, tonight bestfrens coming my hse stayover.
We intend to study whole night. (will try)
But dno if Will anot, so tmr or what then post.
HHAAHAHAHA. Okay lame.
;D

-Edited-

Bestfrens ain't staying over at my hse today.
Longstory. And i feel mum doesn't understand me at all!
If this goes on .. somehow, it'll affect me. And th ppl arnd me.
I alrd try to be understanding, bt she doesn't try to be understanding at all okay.
..... I'm so sick and tired of mum's f-king excuses, and bullshyts.
I don't think it's my nonsenses, bt hers.
I really think i can't communicate w/ her anymore,
and i really don't understand her anymore.
I want back th mother i used to have. Hw do i explain ?
We're really drifting apart further. If nth is done, if she doesn't change,
Bye is th daughter she used to have.

Sorry. I know it doesn't change anything.
Sry. For th dno 100th time.
Really sorry.

sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.

I know sorry doesn't change anything.
But just, sorry anyway.