Song - Si Xin Bu Gai
(Search yrself cause it sorta cause me to type everything out)

Th feelings just different.
Last time, those sense of security or whatever you call tht?
Now, just feel weird, i don't like myself.
I feel empty. I find myself a bitch.
:( Do you feel th same way of me too?

( I feel goddamn f-kedup because i wrote a whole long chuck of words. And Blogger is so f-king idiotic cause it also auto-saved th blank msg which they ownself dlted my post when i editted some things! Idiotic i have to type everything out again, and it'll be different loh. F-k it. )

Crying and dying doesn't salvage nor solve anything, i feel silly for feeling those way last time. I'm insane. I behave like nth matters bt things still remain th same. Nothing changes, i still feel th same way. I feel terrible. Like what they say, i hope time really heals everything! I can't seem to remember those happy moments which i so fondly like last time? I just hide my sadness away. I smile at people, I cheer for Bestfrens but not all times are sunny (okay, what am i talking?!?!) Just, ( at this point of time, i'm trying very hard to rmb what i typed earlier, but nth really goes into my head, and i just feel like shutting this whole damn thing down, f-k. ) Why must i put my All. I deserve it. ;] Time heals is but, a lie.

He took my heart away once, and he's gna return it.