Leave the past behind, and move on?

Home incredibily early.
Kelly thinks she's a superwoman. :)
Thre's no need fr food and drinks.

Life's been a real bitch.
I should learn to put the past behind.
But there was just so much more I wanted to do.

Just like tht I wasted 4 days alrd.
No, infact I wasted all my days of my life,
Doing nothing of value.

Ps/ I'm just being moody. (Probably?)

Love. What's love?
Even the strongest man collapses right at the foot of it.

People. They lose control over their emotions.

They say "Love is selfish, Love is kind?"

Makes me wonder. I don't even believe in eternity love.
So what makes those ppl say forever?

Someday, somehow. Those feelings they'd once had,

Will just fade away. And what will be left then, are memories.

Those longlost feeling of that sweet love, is. Gone.

Yet again, when it's gone. We tend to look back at the past.

And reminsence. Regret, hope, pray.

Regret. That you didn't cherish those good times.

Hope. That you would be like last time, happy. And time would turn back.

Pray. That you'd fine another partner.

But often, they don't realise what's gone has already gone.

That starting feeling of that what you thought was a sweet feeling - Love,

Has become the worst burden of your life.

Night and day, you think about stuffs totally way off from reality.

"Snap". Suddenly, you woke up.

And realise. The truth is this, often the truth hurts.

What's left of you now, is just this pathetic tiny self.

You realise, everything is impossible.

And actually, way deep down of you. Has long given up on this feeling.

You've long stopped believing. That this love that people often says,

Is infact, non-existant.

Make sense? Probably, not.

Nah, nothing happened. Just had the sudden urge.

But then again, i don't know how to say.