So near yet so far

Hello , blogger had some problems earlier on , and i saw those few past posts ... Brings back lots of memories

Remember the time when Jasper and Joel gave me 18 lollipops! Haha, i nearly forgot. When am i getting mine again uh ?! Stupid brothers ! Bwahah

Then the time when we used to go home at like 9plus/10plus/11plus daily. Haha, then how we thought that we were getting home later and later ... And how it was bad. But in the end somehow, we got home earlier towards the end

Oh, and those midnight movies , not to forget / And before those late nights, walls icecreaaaaaam! / And then block catching!!! HAHAHA, then the jas & joey quarrel over the slippers thing , and when their love started developing ^^

Then how i hated schl so much, and that class displeasure thingo

Right, and how I skipped schl after examinations period , then how i complained blahblahblahblah manymany things!

And of course lots lots more ...

Reminded of childish ___ moments ... The how-got-irritated-by-tinyweny-things, then throw things at them! HAHA, then the after-breakup-thing, then thought-like-but!-is-totally-not-thing and the start with # cause of stupid thing. And got reminded of you-know-who,-not? . I still rmb 23Jan - 5Apr , then how I sweared not to __ hahaha! how time flies don't they? ... (:

And back to daily outings .. How all of us were always enthu to go out and meet each other, how we make it a point to meet everyday except for sundays. How we spend time together. How we wanted to spend 24/7 with the grp. How we planned what to do, then did it together. How we shared things ... How we didn't got sick of anything! How we were so goddamngoddamn close and alllllllllll , Then the upanddowns ... Things :') One day, if y'all had finished this break, tell me, tell me. I will be there.

Damn, feel like reading the previous blog of 300/400 posts and this blog's 100odd posts. Bwahah, okay i'm crazy I don't think i'm doing that lah siao , mayb? I'm so bored loh i tell you, not

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Okay, anyw ...

My main point of the post is,

I flunked my chinese oral today! Omg! To think that wb and jc told me the topic before the actual thing! (thanks anyw!) I don't know what the hell happened. I thought I was okay with the topic alrd! Then my turn. First, I stammered and paused. Then the consv was a total gonecase! I was like, I knew what i wanted to say!! Then i paused alot of times for damn long like 30secs? Then I stammered with broken broken chinese! And I don't know what the hell i talked :( Everyone says it's easy (It was really easy loh..) I bet i'll be the only failure ... Die. Help me :( I'm so depressed! :(

Ps/ Amelia said the t'cher was generous with the marks loh .. Hope so? But even so, i'll be one of the bottom few loh!!! Surely. :( Wahlao, i think i never speak standard chinese for damn long lah