Kelly was in a bad mood, Kelly is normal now

Anyw ... I've been in a lousy mood all the way ...

Until ...

I saw ...

Xiaxue's blog!

HAHAHA , she's damn funny loh , the videos

And i love her more now ...
Cause .

I FINALLY FOUND THE SONG I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR LIKE AGES LOR. LIKE I FORGOT THE TITLE , THEN I KEEP THINK IS " DOU SHI WEI WO HAO " BUT NOW I KNOW IT'S "WEI WO HAO" . YAY DAMN HAPPY, I STARTED FINDING FROM LAST YEAR LOH. (I've that song in the disc, but i don't know what title haha)



Who cares if you like it, who cares if it's old
WHO CARES MAN :)

I WROTE THIS WHOLE CHUNK OF WORDS HERE AND IT IS GONE !!!!! LIKE , W - D - F !?!?!?!? OKAY I'M SO PISSED NOW CAUSE I CAN'T EXACTLY RMB WHAT I WROTE AND INFACT I AM DEPRESSED NOW :(

Anyw, exams has been screwed
Infact, not only exams
EVERYTHING IS SCREWED .

AND I FEEL SO SUCKUP LOH LIKE SERIOUSLY I DIDN'T MEAN WHAT I SAID IN THE PRIVATE BLOG I DIDN'T THOUGHT ANYONE WOULD HAD READ IT SO I DIDN'T EXACTLY CARE WHATEVER I WROTE EVEN IF IT SOUNDED WICKED OR WHATSOEVER CAUSE I THOUGHT NO ONE WLD HAD KNOW THAT NOW I FEEL SO COMPLETELY LIKE A SUCKER AS .. THAT IS SO NOT ME LOR , YET ... AYE HOW I WISH I CAN JUST ERASE THAT PART OF THAT BLOG AWAY FROM EVERYONE'S MIND (Not everyone only the two who read it)!!! I FEEL SO SORRYFUL , I AM SORRY TO THE PERSON I WAS SO EVIL TO, TO THINK SHE'S SO NICE:( FOR THAT NONSENSE POST AHHHHH (I'm trying to rmb what to write here, mind you)

Actually, i can just say anything right here and you believe me, it'll create a whole bigbigbig commotion cause i feel so lousy now i can do anything trust me. But i'm not doing anything Lol!

Suddenly, i feel like not posting in that blog loh. Suddenly i feel i am so lame because of ___. Suddenly i don't feel like liking ___. Suddenly suddenly suddenly.. I FEEL LOUSY LOR.

I've like a thousands whys in my head right now
How I'd wished I can scream onto somebody !!!!
But I'm not listing the whys here because it'd take a zillion million thousand hundered ten years ...
Why, why do i always say the wrong things which i don't actually was trying to say it? Damn everything!
Why do i've to take everybody shits?!?!
But I'm not saying everything.

I've two retarded idiotic brothers.

NABEH!!!! I CANNOT RMB WHAT TO POST I AM SO PISSED NOW PISSED!!!!! VERY PISS!!!!! I THOUGHT BLOGGER HAD THIS FUNCTION CALLED AUTO-SAVE?!?!?! WHY DID IT NOT SAVE MY BLOGPOST THIS TIME?!?!?! HOLYFUCKINGCHEEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE . :( GWAR BLOGGER IS SO STUPID SO STUPID SO STUPID!!! IT SAVES AND NOT SAVES AT THE WRONG TIME AND NOW I AM SO ANGRY BECAUSE I WROTE A DAMN LONG POST MINDYOU !!!!!

I just don't understand some people loh, seriously.

First, it was their wrong
Yet, when the person they wronged,
Had the reaction they kinda had to expect
THEY GET PISSSSSSSED . (... ?!?!...?!?!?)
Then. When the person WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ANGRY,
wasn't. It was those ppl who are wrong to be angry
GOSH. What's with this ppl!??! What's this world today!
Eg. Mother that time , and that other time ...

Heartfelt words, who understands.
Longlost words, how to find them back.
Deepfelt words, how to put it across.

I felt so utterly useless, not being to relate anything
I guess I don't know it myself either

I was looking thru some emails of long ago ,
Part of one said ,

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want,

it is the realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens

But often times we look so long at the closed door

that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,

but it's also true that we don't know

what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of

everything; they just make the most of everything

that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on

a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life

until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.