True happiness ?

Longlong time ago ...
A friendly nice mother, A joker playing lame father (Act cute/macho), A retarded funny brother who played with me

All these times, is like a past,
Tho it's not like gone completely,
But i still miss everything

:( What happened between us all?
Have we got tired of this family?

What caused all this?
I know crying doesn't help, so what else!
Can someone, just someone tell me what is going on?

I'm really tired, i'm really tired.

I don't want these tears. I don't want things like this.

Everything's just not in place!!

Problems here problems there.

Nowadays you all also like that.

Iya, save it. Not anyone will understand anyw,

no one understands my position.

How will they? When i don't open up.

No, not them, not you all, not him, not her, not anyone!
I realised, that even finding pictures of

you three, was difficult ... There's tons of pictures

of my friends, yet pathetic amnt of

you all. Maybe, i haven't been a gd family

member. But yet again, isn't it you, you and you?

Is this how the game of life works?
I got everything I asked for,
Good grades, love, the great family, awesome friends
Next, after one started going haywire,
Subsequently everything followed too
And now, I'm not that girl,

Who believes in fairytale any longer
Or one, who believes in everlasting,
Or even, one who believes in love,
Or, forever

I wonder how long i can last from everything, i'm drifting. and i wish everyone the best of luck, andthat forever will happen to them