What am i, really?

Chanwr is beside me now. :]

But she ain't looking at this ,

but at the book ! hehe.

-Surprised face-

Am so happy I passed history!
Though not much, 15/26 ...
But this is the first time I passed so much.

Plus, I'd so expected to fail it.

-Grins-

Read finish 'You Are Here' today :)

Chiong thru' out whole lessons , damned .

Library for awhile while waiting for Chanwr.

But did nothing there. Pei her see polyc.

She had to take bloodtest when she actually lied having a headache. Haha, serves her right for lying :P

After what seemed like eternity,

We went to eat, bought some lame stuffs and here we are - at my house.

Hope I would send her to Mrt Track later ,

Cause it's getting dark alrd (I mean it alrd is)

Today, I lied. I denied. I rejected. I refused. My feelings, My heart. All, everything.

明明是很在乎的，但我却假装一点也不是

明明是喜欢他，但却一直告诉自己不是

It was obvious, that I'd wanted to text X .

Yet I didn't. I let my mind controlled my heart.

... It felt, ... terrible.