fuck-hate-being-RE-PLACE-D.

5 hours of sleep. Late - Communitry Service on 14Oct. Bangle was haunted 'cos of a ghost which touched it!

Oh-my-god (-.-)


Art! Have to follow a pic, and drew it bigger on the grid! (There)

And did I mention that most probably ...
I-AM-GOING-TO-WORK ?!?!!?
Yipeeeee!!! Like next week onwards. Every Mon, Wed, Fri i think. But is flyers job. That will be until we find other jobs after the exams.

Last few days thought alot. Recently, many things happened too, i guess. And I thought I should really stop comparing how others treat me and another. Then only endup in anger, jealousy and miseries! Right! Should cherish what I've, huh :] And be thankful for what others have done, not what other did not do! (And probably did for others)

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(I hope this will be the last (...) bit)

有时候 ,

太多话要说 ,

但最后选择不说了

反正说了没人知 .

也许.. 或许.. 可能..

对自己来说 , 事情依然没改变..

自己珍惜 , 自己笑的原因依然没变

这是命运对我的惩罚吗 ?

我是笑话 , 世界上最纯最笨的笑话!

I know running away from problems won't solve a damn shit. But I, I really don't know what else. I'm not good with words, if you'd know me. But sometimes, I just do things which I tend to reget. Deeply.

Just when I set my mind to change probably. I see the consequences of my previous self. Can I overcome them? Can I make up to those I'd ever let down, even a tiny bit? Can I like people whom I dislike? Can I portray a better image of myself? Can people... Just don't be like this? Can I forgive and forget? But I ain't holy. I'd need courage to do so. How do I mend a f/s which is so important and stronged, but now yet very vulnerable? How do I make up for what I'd done wrong? What'd I even done wrong? How can I be myself?

Why... Can't... Everything... Just... Be... alittle.... more......

BETTER?!?!!!?!