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Hi, today we got back our language papers. I was kinda happy with the Eng .. First time seh! Then. Wdf, I realised everyone got higher than me, even though I got quite high. Nb, shag. :( Haha but never-de-mind!

Hmm, tmr no school. But I don't intend to tell Mummy, neither Daddy. I shall wait till they wake me up tomorrow, then I shall not care and continue sleep ... Then later (if) when they start making noise, I tell them ... No school! Haha, okay wait. I think I told Mummy already. -.-

Ha ha ha, call me childish. :)



Eh, no pictures. But I got pimples, and I feel so sad. :((((((((

Memories just keeps flooding back. Each time, I see how happy all of those people can be. It's almost like I wasted my chance, I ruined it. Or was it not me? I imagine myself in them, imagine with someone. And it just doesn't fit. Maybe our story goes like, once upon a time there was ... damn, it sucks just so much. Maybe, it's just me imagining so much of that fairytale I dreamt of right from the start. As people said, "the bigger the expectation, the bigger the disappointment." I guess, it's true afterall. There's so many things, so many. And worse, things which are never gonna happen, never gonna be used, never gonna be fulfilled.

It's amazing how people wants another to be happy,
Yet, their actions doesn't speak so.