I'm not that Great afterall.

Sorry Jasper. I really feel very bad.. atleast if I one person kena i'll feel better.

Maybe ugly toads like me should fuck off and die.

Nbcb. Teachers' dogs, happy?!!? You made me feel utterly lousy that I felt like not talking to anyone or not even online. You made me totally moodless and I slept thru' out the first 2 lessons until viv came and I cldn't cmi and talked to her. I didn't even wanna talk to any of the classmates tho i exchanged afew words with afew. C'mn on, I don't get it. Enlighten me maybe? .l. Bo dai bo ji find our trouble, songbo?! Seriously, I don't know what you all the problem is. Had to sabo us until like this. Wow, just treat it as I was wrong about you two. Two-faced plastic dogs, huh. Knn! You lag guts to do so, you'd to do it the childish way (Complain kings) You're such an utter disappointment.

Let me ask you,

What did you get? Know what you got from me? ANGER & DISAPPOINTMENT.

and all, I bet you wouldn't wanna know. Too disappointed, I even nearly thought our class was alright, thought it was quite fine. Fuck, thanks.

And regarding another matter.

I never knew changing to be a better girl will feel so lousy. I kept quiet, I didn't wanna quarrel or whatsoever. Y'know, i feel veryvery lousy inside. Even after crying, i still feel so lousy. It's like one after another bad thing. Today really suck. What can i do? When I thought I'd smth, the very next min, it's gone. When can i trust if i've achieve my happiness?

... I guess i needn't say more.

Fuck this life.

Sorry Jasper. Pls tell Sun Tao I'm in it too alright? .. My whole life's screwed again. When I thought it might have take a turn for the better.