Beautiful lies: I wish I'd be Someone

Somebody that people'd wished.

Sigh, somebody of good quality... Somebody.
Somebody great.

Times I wonder my value I stand in people,
times I wonder, if people even value me.
Wonder. Wonder if the world I'm seeing is the one everyone's seeing.
Wonder. If what I'm thinking is just a least bit what others are.

Where's the 'being less sensitive' thing gone to?!

Maybe it's all back to my sensitivity.
Or right, not probably. Just polly some down-kinda-mood thing. Fag that.

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I swear someday computer's gonna kill me.
Had plan not to use the com, was lazy
Next before sleeping, I used bro's laptop again
And that's how I ended up here infront of my computer.

Ugh.

Today's work (or yesterday's?) was kinda alright. :)

I headed to town with Mum, work was alil' messy. Gonggong, anthony, Key-th (lol) made my day at work. Pretty sad Simin actually quit already. Ytd's her lastday. Germaine's lastweek. Man, it's no wonder actually with this pay. I've been considering that too.
Anthony treated me peachtea aft work! ^^v Thanks. I actually was joking!

After work, met Mum. Walked arnd Bugis while waiting. Eventually went to ParkMall, usual. Then had Fish & co. with her. 'Cos I whine that I'd eaten it like very rarely. Yes, and ended up was sucha big serving we dapao home. (Ugh, stupid 'dapao' word :() Bwahaha

Service there is super.

I'm so bored now, and I don't feel like or can't disturb anyone. B'cos of the Hongkong trip for some, then Mr Ghost polly might be doing his ghost business & there's nth to crap, Miss Wr is in c/chalet, girlf/s are .. not sure. I haven't seen them for awhile now. Who else, I'm lazy, really.

I found out Twilight's coming 18Dec.. right.

Worse, i think i lost my earpiece during the chalet. :(((((
Worser, my earpiece is a part from both my Sony & Lg. :(((((((

Worst of worst, work tmr 2 to 10.30pm! :(

-Rolls eyes, jump down building & die-
Shit that! Someone kill me now.