Everything, everyone, forever like this

This had jolly gonna be the worst new year's eve ever.

I'm feeling so emty now. Tears might roll anytime. Although my com's okay already, but i'm not in the mood to do anything now.

I feel so much like just offing my phones, though i never do.
For the thousands of time people, i really don't know.

Sorry g/friends, i might not be spending with y'guys.
I just dknow. I don't feel like talking, this week's not my week.
I dknow everything i don't wanna know anything.
Sometimes i just wish i can be dumb & deaf like the show, i'd be much happier. Though i'm grateful for being normal.

I'm sorry if i'm spoiling anyone's new year's eve with a post like this. Cause i guess mine's already a failure.

I need someone i can cry to :'(