有缘无份

It's one of those days when you feel like shxt
... those days when ev'rthing is just so cockup and screwed, and there's this very very weird mixture inside you
... when you feel ugly, very ugly
... when you don't feel like talking to anybody, and never wanna be
... when you feel things ain't going yr way
... when you feel lousy like it can't get any worse
... when you feel very very empty, as if there's nothing in life
... when you just need to know what you're actually feeling
... when you really don't know how to put words to describe everything. And in the end, you just remain as it is...

Today just ain't my day.
Days like this, i really feel so sucky... so much so that i wanna change, wanna isolate oneself. But that never happens. Then suddenly things get better, and the next thing y'know, the cycle repeats.

Felt proud to hand in SS assignment anyway.
Aft the crossword thingo which i did wrongly, i went to do the mindmap. And i did that wrongly too, did the same topic like the one i printed out for the crossword. Turn out i did many extra things, waste of time

多么希望在你心里的是我

但那是不可能的

只怕有缘没有份

我决定不做什么了...

We'll just let nature take its course

Everything I'm not,

Everything I'll never be