Thoughts

If you were lucky, when you came my blog it was like a blank screen
Firstly, i'm totally not a multitask kinda person
So i was msning with afew people, and editing the whole template
So heaven knows the next thing i did was paste the half-edited template into the actual blog. (W/o saving my links) I got so FFFFF pissed, i just simply cancelled everything and saved it as 'h'
That was what happened.

Guess what!
I was SOOO frustrated last night that i cried lah. (WHATDF RIGHT!!!)
I'm just so pro, no? But n'mind, crying is a from of destress :)

G'dbye darlings

Random:
Sometimes it's not just a matter of sorries
I realise aft i'd done smth i regret alot,
no matter how many sorries, and how many 'it's okay' i receive,
it doesn't cure the guiltiness inside
It's not just about saying sorry and the whole
damn incident's gone, it's more to it.
It's just like a bad part of memories that's
attach to you. Who knows, for a lifetime
In a moment of anger, sometimes we go by
our emotions too much and we neglect how people feel
Then when we think back, we realise what a jerk we were,
but what's done is done, it's not like saying sorry
turns back time and let you be the good guy this time
The pain you inflicted on others remain,
even if not in their memory, it'll stay attach to yr memory,
just reminding you constantly what a pure bitch you were
So what if the people doesn't blame you nor put it to heart?
You still did those terrible things, that's reality
And in that person heart, willingly or unwillingly,
knowing or unknowningly, you'll never have a good impression

How do we put what i'm feeling to words? I don't know