Bad days

These few days are totally not my days :( I keep maluing myself like thousandszx times a day, and it really feel lousy being the laughing stock or a source of laughter (depends).

One of the things which spoiled my day was Ong. I don't like ong alr lah idiot! I told dearest i broke with him alr haha. He didn't wanna return me my nokia phone today! wtf right. He talk alot of bullshits only. It's like you waited for 1 fzxzxxcking month for this day to get back smth and in the end some idiot tell you some shit, seriously.. who in the right mind will like that? I was seriously damn shag when i knew that i could only take back my 2 phones at the end of term.. like... what the heck man :( totally spoiled my day

And i can't use motorola.. cause i lent Ruban to get it confiscated (lol sounds stupid but long story) i didn't know i would need to use! Anw that phone's sotzx also, idiot

To make things worse than it alr is, i can't get any studies in my head. Lessons are like about: ツ, past, past's actions, actions, being paiseh & embarrassing myself. I really hate it, it's even worse now that i'm feeling real depressed now & i've 2 tests tmr. Which i've no idea what they're abt!! I'm really in this deep pool of shit and i'm like practically drowning in SHITS

I'm behaving crazy these days and i-want-to-know-why :(

I'm missing alot of people.. alot of things...

Anyway on a happier note,

smth amazing happened ytd

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Yes fiona xie! omg :) i went to church and i was sat somewhere near fiona xie's seat (Yes, she goes same church like me). I kept looking at her sia! omg hahaha! From the beginning i was looking and looking and looking.. then finally i told my fam and they agree with me it's her then took pic with her!! :D (thank mummy for helping me ask, thank bro for helping me take HAHAHA) but as you can see, i nearly died editing the pic but it's still blur, angle sucks and i look like shit!

But n'mind i like her :) And she's real pretty zomgzomgggg.