Things change

... and i'm gotta learn how to adjust to changes

I can't rmb what i wanna post :(
My memory ain't being a dear right now, z :(
So.. i've forgotten all i wanna post, bwahaha
Anyway(!) did i mention that i am.. gonna join art club?! Omg haha!
it's kinda like confirm but haven't give the form lolzx

it's time for a change, I don't want to feel like i'm wasting my time. My time is so precious!! So i've decided :) I'm going to start putting an effort in my studies! And to start off with:
- Listen in class! try (Animal hunter's lesson not included)
- Do homeworks! try (Owed ones first)

but anw.. seriously, it feels alil wasted studying when you only can live once (and so short) but instead you're wasting it on smth which will help you survive infuture, but not smth you like. In what way is studying living yr life to the fullest anyway?

Great, i'm totally contradicting myself.

Ahem, anyway i know alot of ppl don't believe i can do it so i'll prove them wrong!!! :D Z, but actually i also don't believe in myself 'cos i break so many self-promise alr :( anyway i'm giving myself deadline & start actions next week!! :) but if by next week i don't show any actions at all.. then maybe really cmi as what they say bah..

But as daddy always says "depends on how strong yr will on doing (smth) is"
Yes, i'm going to do it baby!!! -smiles really biggggg-

Anyway i closed my 2nd earhole alr, waste $ lol cause i itchy finger go try open then the whole thing dropped. And from then on ... lil hole can't be poke thru. awwww... hahaha.

Z, i guess i'm too hyper sometimes for my own good. Please -__-'' When i behave overhyper, i feel like smacking myself lah! Z, i feel like being more quiet and reserve somehow. Yes i'm gonna be more quiet! or serious? whatever lol