With choices comes consequences,

To believe or not to believe?

... self-deceiving ain't gonna work.

I guess, it's meant to be this way

My life feels so empty & meaningless now

I can't find a reason for my existence..

Life's so boring and ridiculous these days, i feel insane

Suddenly, i lost so many precious things...

i lost my motivations, my happiness, my reasons.. everything.

Suddenly, all that have been part of me..

All that have once been my sunshine is gonna be past tense

I can't take this anymore

Why do i always have to be the sentimental one?

why do people not care so much?
why do they not value things the way i do?

Suddenly, i don't feel like being a gd person anymore

Suddenly i just feel like changing to someone no one knows

Suddenly, i don't want to be here anymore

atleast... not where anyone knows me

if only time can play back...

I miss my life

I should get a life

... but i can't

And at this point of time, all i need is you lord.