How did happiness felt

I'm a sad bored lifeless and everything bad girl today :(
How screwed is screwed man, it's a friday night and I'd most probably gonna be at home :( man! This is so depressing! I'm thinking of Best @ Bedok 85 now w her friends :( Which I could have been there, eating delicious food now.. regret, regret... Everybody @ the buffet ltr, Dad and bro tennis + swimming etc.. This is sucha sad day right :( Now i'm just stuck @ home sick, bored, sad.. Decided not to go bedok 85 cause of my throat, tho i really very much wanna go there, i'm sucha pathetic shit

This week I've been bored to the extreme, totally lifeless, missing out
so so very much :( I don't want to be sick, i don't want :(
I DON'T WANT TO BE BORED LAAAAAA FUCK

This must be the most boring week ever