Beautiful facade

Some things when it's gone, it's forever gone.
Never coming back no matter what.

Sometimes along this path of life, you meet some people. They offer you a sense of happiness, joy, nice feelings. And it's not before long that you will realise you start anticipating, even if it's nothing, just anticipation. They become your source of happiness, in them, you are happy.

... But life is cruel, as time passes, it robs you of happiness.. As time passes, it brings in emptiness, boredom, anger, flaws, obstacles.... Slowly time changes everything. It changes what had once been your will to live, it changes what have once been your dream, it changes everything. Simply because it takes two hands to clap, because it takes so much more...

When will I stop returning to where I started? I'm tired of square 1s, when will I learn to stop being a fool. Cause now I know, things don't go the way you want it, infact it always go the other way

Imi
I'm giving up on a dead heart,
I'm afraid of being a victim of heartbreaks again
I'm tired of broken hearts, of pulling my heart together
What meant to be, will be. Lesson learnt. Heartbreaking lesson, I've enough
Cause as loneliness creeps in, it becomes unbearable