Sadness was inevitable

I really can't find the words to say
Life's been really really boring :( It's this old feeling coming for a visit again, this ain't good. How was life so much fun last time? Seriously I can't rmb. I'm slowly forgetting everything, stuffs that made me me.. etc. I haven't had a happy filled day for a long time, probably never again

I miss life as it was, i miss... many things.

Man I'm typing words then deleting them. This is super irritating, even blogging is a burden now. My life is like ... to me, I need my life back I need to find things to do I need to be :)
See, there's no point in posting when I'm feeling like this
I don't even know what i'm posting and i've nth to post bye this sucks

Truth has a funny way of changing things