A hole inside my heart

i realised my upper lips are damn swollen!! IT'S NOT THAT MY UPPER LIPS ARE THAT THICK !^#($%ABCDEFG how to go out see people :( i look like i have sausage-lips haha so cute ^^
it's hard not to cry yourself to slp when memories is everywhere :(
为什么戏里面大大小小都会这么美 但在现实中其实是那么的丑

Edit: Say bye to the old kelly, hi new one! :)
being a good good friend that might end the f/s,
or the bad good friend that go against character?
wonder how much disappointment are there left