Rescue happiness

so disappointed in myself right now
it seems the harder i try, the more i can't do it and even, worst.
I've completely lost my touch in basketball even though i've been playing it for almost every single day recently, how fun is that? And to make things even better, today have to be the best day. Out of about 50+ shots, i bet i only entered 5! i try and try and try and try but only to see my shots getting beyond shit. I haven't been feeling this helpless frustrating and all the poopy feelings for quite a long while and it seems its back :(

Argh i feel so lousy today, i don't even feel like posting anymore i wonder why i'm here since i'm not even able to relate my feelings to words. This feeling can't be put to words, i guess you'd only know it's uglyness once you've been here and it does not feel good