Useless

Sometimes,
I feel others know people around me better than I do
Sometimes i feel they're closer than i am with those people
... and most times, this causes my heart to feel emptier

Maybe a night sleep will chase this irritating feeling away,
when is it getting out of my life? goodnight.

I feel sorry for myself for not being the best i can be
When will i see the change in me? god this feeling again, fu